Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Men.

Alexander, Caesar, Charlemagne and I myself have founded great empires; but upon what did these creations of our genius depend? Upon force. Jesus alone founded His empire upon love, and to this very day millions will die for Him….I think I understand something of human nature; and I tell you, all these were men, and I am a man: none else is like Him; Jesus Christ was more than man…I have inspired multitudes with such an enthusiastic devotion that they would have died for me…but to do this it was necessary that I should be visibly present with the electric influence of my looks, my words, of my voice. When I saw men and spoke to them, I lighted up the flame of self-devotion in their hearts…Christ alone has succeeded in so raising the mind of man toward the unseen, that it becomes insensible to the barriers of time and space. Across a chasm of eighteen hundred years, Jesus Christ makes a demand which is beyond all others difficult to satisfy; He asks for that which a philosopher may often seek in vain at the hands of his friends, or a father of his children, or a bride of her spouse, or a man of his brother. He asks for the human heart; He will have it entirely to Himself. He demands it unconditionally; and forthwith HIs demand is granted. Wonderful! In defiance of time and space, the soul of man, with all its powers and faculties, becomes an annexation to the empire of Christ. All who sincerely believe in Him, experience that remarkable, supernatural love toward Him. This phenomenon is unaccountable; it is altogether beyond the scope of man’s creative powers. Time, the great destroyer, is powerless to extinguish this sacred flame; time can neither exhaust its strength nor put a limit to its range. This is it, which strikes me most; I have often thought of it. This it is which proves to me quite convincingly the Divinity of Jesus Christ.
- Napoleon, while exiled on the rock of St. Helena.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Few Notes.

On my road to achieving 50,000 hands online at the .25/.50 level (which is insanely difficult), a pro-friend of mine says that if one can make it there, they can make it up the $1/$2 up.

Ironically, I had a lot more success playing short-stack at $1/$2 vs. playing full-stack at .25/.50 level, surprise, surprise. I make too many c-bet moves and make marginal calls. Ironically I remember reading that online you have to give people less credit. I don't know if I believe that anymore.

Some points for self:
- LEARN TO FOLD OVERPAIRS/TOP PAIR TOP KICKER SCENARIOS. I keep getting my ass kicked in this department. Definitely a leak I need to address asap, or it's going to kill me.
- You know I keep reading that it sucks to limp, but when there are people before you who limp-call, I feel it doesn't hurt too much to limp behind. I need to consult this one with 2+2 peeps/friends.
- Playing live at higher levels vs. online, does that mess with you?
- Read FTP's Common Leaks article.


Saturday, September 19, 2009

"Suffering" to Three Percent.

What really sucks right about now is the realization that I must go in on this alone. Nobody really believes the dream except a friendly, perhaps pitying, "Good luck!" and hell, whom am I to say that I'm even sure of this myself either.

There was some statistic rattled off somewhere either on the Internet or at the poker table I do not remember about how only three percent of this occupation can making a profitable living with poker. I do not know if it's one, or maybe even 10, but you, dear reader get the idea. It's going to be tough, and it's a reach to say the least.

Let me just time-stamp this Kinko copy and say that I know absolutely nothing about how my poker dream will transpire. But there will be suffering, and the suffering will tear me from my insulating, comfort life. I want to shed all that is unnecessary for this journey. If it will not help, then it is a burden. However, as Rob Bell said in his Drop Like Stars, "What every artist must learn is that even the failed pieces are essential."

I want to TRY for once in a big way. Just go out and reach for a dream without compromise. If I fail, this would be one of my life's masterpieces.